Sick mama

I'm laying in bed while you're out in the living room playing with your Tia Joz. You're saying "wawa" (water) which you learned yesterday and now use for any and all drinks. You've also learned "nana" for banana and when I said "Brown Bear damelo" today you brought it to me. You can also now successfully climb into the bathtub which I have mixed feelings about.

I am not the best mama today because it feels like there is a mechanical shark monster wreaking havoc on my organs. But all you know is that Mama isn't playing with you as much as usual and isn't being as patient. I'm sorry. Luckily your Papa took the reigns yesterday and your Tia is here right now. It's hard for me not to be able to give you my attention and hope that someone will come take you so I can come lay in the dark on my belly and close my eyes. We did have some fun today though. We showered together and you learned how to uncap my lip colors and markers. Your hands are red and neon pink now as a result.

I promise I'll be back to you soon and we'll be in the sun playing and laughing and loving our health.

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